prayer
it’s so hard to… …… . .
look to yourself and your own shortcomings
before blaming all the other stuff, other people, situations.
but i think i’m semi-old/mature enough to know
and admit to the fact that i’m not an altogether great person.
i don’t mean that in a self wallowing pitiful way, but in
a real hood way.
its so easy to do things the other way. where you don’t look
at yourself because its mo convenient. i’ve been doing things
the easy way too much.
i get a weird pain-type feeling when i examine my own heart.
its uncomfortable because i see so much ugliness, rascal dastard whore juju.
to the way things used to be
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
